April update

So I most likely wont be on here much tell Penelope is born like I said in my first post I am not much of a blogger and I really did mean that mostly because I don't feel like my life is very blog worthy so until my daughter is born I really don't have lots to blog about so if you really like reading my blog I hate to tell you you may just have to live with a blog post a month sorry. So anyways here we go there really hasn't been much going on in the life of the Farnworths, James is just a working his little butt off and I'm just holding down the house with the animals. James is also on the path to find a better job for his family which I love him for weather it be higher up in Wal-mart or somewhere else he is trying. As for me I am just trying to keep the house clean which is easier said then done most day.

Everything is looking good with miss Penelope she is growing just as she should be and doctors are happy with everything with her me on the other they are not so happy manly my diabetes doctor but that's ok because I'm not to happy with her either so I guess we are even. She is not happy with me because of my weight every month since 3 months of becoming pregnant I have gained at least 10 pounds so that's about 30 or so pounds so I almost weigh 200 pounds which scares me but as everyone in my family says they can't see the weight gain that's cause the weight has all gone to my boobs and a little to my face. And the reason I hate my diabetes doctor is because she doesn't seem to care about my sugars they have been high for someone who is pregnant and last time I saw her she barely even touched them to change them so my body has been suffering and I have no idea what all these high sugars are doing to Penelope which if they are doing anything to my baby I am going to sue the hell out of that doctor.

James and I have made good efforts on Penny's room everything has been cleaned out and is no longer  a guest room now we just need to get the piles that we have on the floor out of there which is manly clothes that need to be washed. We also now have a carseat/stroller combo that is all put together we just need to get it out of the living room and put somewhere else. Also we now have a crib that is all built and put into her room. Today we should be getting some nice new chairs that James and I should be able to rock Penny to sleep in and I should be able to nurse her in. We have decide on the colors for her room they are Disney colors and the walls will be purple and the trim will be pink. We have this butt awful white dresser in her room right now that has seen better days but in all fairness to the dresser it did have to put up with me as a kid and I was not the nicest of kid to things. So James and I are going to keep the dresses but spay paint it pink with purple roses on it and replace the handles and hope that that will bring the dresser back from the dead.

Well that's it for now I will try to post photos on this blog as what we have done and some gender reveal photos that we took if they don't take on here then I will do another blog with photos only

Room in between the not a guest room not a baby's room stage 

Room with the crib init now making it a baby's room

James with all the carseat/stroller combo parts out

James putting the carseat/stroller together

Penny's carseat/stroller all put together

This is James' favorite gender reveal

This is my favorite gender reveal

Update on the Farnwahs

So a lot has been going on from the last time i wrote on here so i decided to do a little update. A little update about James and i well because we have a kid on a way we decided to get a new car at last we had been talking about getting a new car a few months before we even got married we decided that when we did this we would trade in my car which is an Aveo but after talking we decided to trade in James' car because my car is paid off and James' wasn't well a few weeks ago we finally decided it was time and started the hunt for a new car. We knew that we wanted a car where we were not spending hundreds of hundreds of dollars on gas so we knew we wanted a hybrid car so James went to web and stated to look at all hybrids and we decided to go with an 2005 medium blue Prius that we just both love.

James has been a very busy husband working his butt off at both of his jobs and is starting to look as if though he is about to break so i think we are both happy that he has almost the whole week off this up coming week for are two year anniversary(has it really been two years, wow its gone by fast and now we have a little one on the way) and then for a weekend in Boise with my family for my sister's play.

I am doing better each and every day with my pregnancy now that i have hit my 2nd trimester the baby has been letting me get up and move a whole lot more which i am very happy about because i was starting to get sick of my bed. I had a few issues about a week ago with being hungry 24/7 and i would eat and eat and would never fill full i found out it was because of my sugars were high so my body was starving it self without trying to. Thankfully i think i have that all fixed now because i saw my diabetes doctor two days ago and fixed things along with getting my new pump which i am still trying to get use to and then i also got my new blood glucose reader which monitors my blood sugars 24/7 and everyone in my family will tell you i did not want this thing at all i was dragging my heels about getting but decided to just shut up and get it and i have to say i really like it.

Baby is doing well and is growing just as well. James and i were a little upset at my last obgyn appointment because we thought we were getting an ultrasound so we thought we would see baby again and maybe find out what we are having well that did not happen so we were both upset and i cried after the appointment but we got over it and we will find out what we are having on the 27th of March. The only thing my doctor is not happy about and this is my diabetes doctor not my obgyn is that in the last two months i have gained 20 pounds not that you would be able to tell expect for in my face. So i have to get my butt in gear and start walking more and or working out more we will see how this goes. Anyways thats really all that's going on in are life's right now. 

Peace and Love

Rustie

Lesson in becoming a parent

So today was Cocos birthday party and we went to an indoor swimming park which I was kind of diss appointed with but it was good for being part of a hotel. So I just sat on the side lines today as a had a yeast infection and the fact that I don't think they clean those pools so often so lots of little kids pee in there gross. Anyway because I am pregnant I tend to have to pee a lot so I went to the bathroom and this little two year old was in there with his mom crying his poor little heart out because I think he fell down. Oh my gosh could this little boy cry and not just cry but cry loudly my poor ears starting ringing I swear he could of mean heard by everyone out in the swimming area but that was not the case anyways  as I was useing the restroom two things came to me. One the hotel needs to make it so that the bathroom does not make it so that little boys crys echo and bounce off the walls and make it so that I want to cover my ears as really loud noises hurt my ears really bad. The second thing I thought about right as I was about to cover my ears is that I shouldn't cover my ears because in about 6 months I will be hearing a lot of crying. I really hope I make a good mom and that I won't screw up as a parent and that my little joy will know how much I love them no matter what..

Diabetes and pregnancy does not mix

So I am 3 months as of today which means 6 more months to go. I was already to be 3 months or 12 weeks because I thought that ment I was done with the 1st trimester and going into the 2nd trimester this is not the case I won't be out of the 1st trimester for 2 more weeks. Anyways on to the title so I have a pump for my diabetes which gives me my insulin every hour well I change my pump every three days and the pump can hold up to 300 units here is my issues I go though almost 300 units in two days because this baby is hungry 24/7 and I don't want my sugars to go though the roof so I shoot for everything I eat and it takes a lot of insulin so I go though stuff a lot anyways that's all I have to say for now.

General Update/ Baby Update

So i have been a little busy to do any update on here and i finally got some time to do an update so here we go. We will do general update first because i'm mean and you will have to wait to here about the thing growing inside me or as everyone else calls it a baby. So first thing first I am doing a lot better from a week ago when i ended up in the er and my sugars dropped really low, I called my diabetes doctor and had somethings changed to my pump and things are doing lot better i have had only one low blood sugar at 38 but that was my own fault and at least i was up and awake and my husband was home when we caught it so i didn't end up back in the er which i was really happy about. A few weeks ago the husband and i bought a dresser online and it came and he put it together for me and it makes putting laundry away 10 times more easily. My poor house has suffered from be being in the er though i had it almost all the way cleaned and then i ended up in the er and now it is all dirty again which makes me sad because that means i have to start all over again in cleaning it which pisses me off. School is going ok i really don't like any of my two classes that i am taking but oh well school is school right i don't like my music class because the teacher words things funny and it pisses me off and my pe class don't even get me started i don't understand half of the things in the book and then the math is all in a foreign language to me and the book sucks because it doesn't tell you how to do it at all so i'm failing this class oh well. So that's really it for the general update now for the baby update.
       Baby update so on Tuesday i finally had my first obgyn appointment which with everything going on it seemed like the day would never come so i was really happy when it did. We got to the doctors office and we did the were here for blah blah blah and payed for the appointment which pissed me off because my dad pays for my doctors appointment so i told the lady at the desk to give my dad a call and he would pay for it right then and there and the dumb dumb couldn't pick up the phone to call my dad but could pick up the phone to call the payment people and then tell me that i had to pay right then and there or i wasn't getting in and i was like ok call my dad and the lady was like i need the money now or you cant be seen today ok call my dad i need the money now or you cant be seen today so james finally took at a card and payed for it so we were both a little pissed off at this point. So once i called back they took my blood pressure and took my weight which i have gained about 6 pounds from first becoming pregnant so not bad. Once that was all said and done they took me into the room where i waited for the doctor to come in, which only took about five minutes and then she comes in and says were going to do a few test which were a pap which i didn't need because i had one last year and then to check for some STDs to make sure the baby would be ok. After that it was time to see the baby, the baby is doing really well and measured at 10 weeks and 1 day and heartbeat was 177 beats per seconds and we saw the baby kind of rocking out in there raising its little hands in the air which makes me to believe that im going to get punched by this kid more than im going to get kicked by the baby. Last few things i learned that day was that my blood type is B+ and that i will see the doctor and not the pas at ever appointment because of my diabetes and i will know if im have a boy or girl at about 18 weeks so at my March appointment and the last thing is that i will most likely have this baby a week before my due date because of my diabetes. Well that's it for now.

Scariest Day of My Life......

So some of you know that yesterday was a very scary day for me and some of you may not. So heres my story of the scariest day of my life by far. So all of you should know by now that I'm a type one diabetic and pregnant to boot. So of course my pregnancy is not going to be as smooth as I would like it to be but i also didn't think that something like this would ever happen to me at all. So i woke up yesterday just like i do everyday and got up to get me and the baby something to eat for breakfast and all was going great tell about an hour after breakfast the baby thought it was a good idea to make me throw it all back up. After all of this i was really tired so i got my blankets and my animals and went to bed.....and then everything got a little scary at this. Next thing i know its about 4:30 in the afternoon and I'm feeling a bit odd, i start to look around and see that my power aid is all over the floor and this is red power aid on kind of whitish carpet so now there is this lovely big red spot on my side of the carpet. Anyways as i continue to kind of look around i noticed that at some point in my sleep i had taken my shirt off now i don't remember doing this at all. Well the baby was telling me i had to go pee so i tried to get up to go to the bathroom only issue i got up and went right back down so i tried again and again i got up and then went right back down. When i finally made it to the bathroom i noticed that my pj pants were wet so i guess sometime during sleeping i ended up peeing myself so i took my pants off to go pee only issue was i couldn't make it to the toilet but at one point i guess i did so i started to go pee and i feel off the toilet and ended up peeing on the bathroom floor. At this point something in my head finally said ok something is wrong you need to do something so i walked/fall/crawled to my side of the bed to get to where i could test my blood i tested it and i think it said 45 or something like that so i again tired to walk/fall/crawl to the kitchen to get something for my sugars. I only made it the hallway in our living room before knocking down our picture frame that we have hanging up at that point im like ok i need to call James so i made it back to the room and called him. When he answered i told him he needed to get home and that something was wrong with me but all he really heard was most likely a little kid trying to speak for the 1st time he didn't have a clue what i was saying so he hung up and i didn't hear him saying he was coming home so i did the next best thing i could thing of i called 911 and the poor person on the phone thought i was a kid so that was making me mad so i hung up and they called back and asked if my doors were unlocked so the emts could come in they were not so i left the phone in the living room and went to unlock the front door and and made it kind of to my bedroom door when James came though the back door and came to me to try to figurer out what was going on with me at the same time he heard a voice coming from somewhere which was food and talked to the lady on the phone as well as trying to get me dressed as i was butt naked half awake on the floor when he came home. When i emts made it to the house i was trying to tell them that i thought i might of overdosed of some of my meds and well i did i overdosed on my insulin when they checked my sugars it was 35 so as the emts were asking me things making sure i was still there one of them was trying to get James to take my pump off of me but being me i was able to do it myself after maybe about 10 mins i could finally talk to where people understood me but still wasn't 100% so they loaded me up in the ambulance and took me to the hospital to just get doubled checked ad make sure i didn't hurt me or the baby very bad. Once at the er they took some blood and some pee to run some test and then they gave me some food to see if i could keep it down which i was able to. After about maybe 3 hours and an ultrasound which James was able to see this time later my sugars were high enough where they let me go home but didn't want me to use my pump. I was a little surprised though that they didn't keep over night to just watch me but thats ok i was able to sleep in my own bed. When i got home i went and cleaned up my mess a little and ate some Arby's which sadly came back up later on and took my sugars which were 468 i think and then i kind of looked myself over and i really did a number on myself both of my knees are so rare it hurts to move them even a little and then i did something to my left leg up pretty high so now i have this lovely goose egg of my left leg and then i ended up cutting up some of my left head and some of my left boob. After checking myself out i went start to bed and got up a few times to pee and to throw up. I got this morning with my tummy hurting a little bit and me hurting everywhere but am just fine my sugars are really high right now though tell my diabetic calls me back and i was able to keep down my breakfast which i really didn't want to eat because i am a little scared of being on my own right now. So in the end mommy and baby are doing just fine just beaten up a little bit is all.

So who wants to clean my house?

No really who want's to clean my house, it's so dirty it's not even funny we don't even have Christmas all the way down yet and it's mid January I just hope it doesn't stay up as long as it did when James and I were working on getting married I think the tree stayed up tell mid February(such a long time). Anyways enough about the fact that our Christmas isn't down yet that's just one of the issues I am dealing with. Let's see are upstairs has trash all over the place thanks to the dogs, our tv shows and dvds that we got for Christmas are not yet put away and of course there is dog poop everywhere upstairs. Now we make our way to downstairs the kitchen and the dinning  room are worse then upstairs. The dishes need to be clean and are everywhere around the kitchen, the kitchen counters need to be clean very badly and the dinning room table needs to be cleaned off and then washed. The living room isn't that bad the only issues in there are trash that Ozzy dragged in there from our bedroom along with some dog poop and a little bit of cat poop but again that's because Ozzy dragged it in there(yes I know it's way gross) and then Bear Bear's cage needs to be changed because unlike Ozzy if Bear has to go to the bathroom when were not home he goes and does his stuff in his cage which is nice but it still needs to be cleaned because it just smells bad. Are poor bedroom is bad to because James and I both just kind of put things on are floor and never pick them up again. Are closet is bad to but that's just because we have clothes everywhere on the floor in there but that should be getting better because James and I brought a dresser so I should be able to put clothes away much easier now(YAY!!!!!!). The last thing that's pretty bad in our house are our bathrooms the one in the kitchen isn't as bad as the bathroom in are bedroom thanks to my family for cleaning it during Christmas time that was nice but they are really bad mainly because the toilets are just gross I won't go into how gross but let me tell you I don't like throwing up in them that much because of how gross they are sometimes they make me throw up even worse because there gross. Anyways that's about all i have to say today so unless you want to come clean my house or want to pay for someone to come clean it then I don't know what to really to about my dirty house because I'm to sick to clean it and James is always working. HELP!!!!!!!!!