Lesson in becoming a parent

So today was Cocos birthday party and we went to an indoor swimming park which I was kind of diss appointed with but it was good for being part of a hotel. So I just sat on the side lines today as a had a yeast infection and the fact that I don't think they clean those pools so often so lots of little kids pee in there gross. Anyway because I am pregnant I tend to have to pee a lot so I went to the bathroom and this little two year old was in there with his mom crying his poor little heart out because I think he fell down. Oh my gosh could this little boy cry and not just cry but cry loudly my poor ears starting ringing I swear he could of mean heard by everyone out in the swimming area but that was not the case anyways  as I was useing the restroom two things came to me. One the hotel needs to make it so that the bathroom does not make it so that little boys crys echo and bounce off the walls and make it so that I want to cover my ears as really loud noises hurt my ears really bad. The second thing I thought about right as I was about to cover my ears is that I shouldn't cover my ears because in about 6 months I will be hearing a lot of crying. I really hope I make a good mom and that I won't screw up as a parent and that my little joy will know how much I love them no matter what..

Diabetes and pregnancy does not mix

So I am 3 months as of today which means 6 more months to go. I was already to be 3 months or 12 weeks because I thought that ment I was done with the 1st trimester and going into the 2nd trimester this is not the case I won't be out of the 1st trimester for 2 more weeks. Anyways on to the title so I have a pump for my diabetes which gives me my insulin every hour well I change my pump every three days and the pump can hold up to 300 units here is my issues I go though almost 300 units in two days because this baby is hungry 24/7 and I don't want my sugars to go though the roof so I shoot for everything I eat and it takes a lot of insulin so I go though stuff a lot anyways that's all I have to say for now.

General Update/ Baby Update

So i have been a little busy to do any update on here and i finally got some time to do an update so here we go. We will do general update first because i'm mean and you will have to wait to here about the thing growing inside me or as everyone else calls it a baby. So first thing first I am doing a lot better from a week ago when i ended up in the er and my sugars dropped really low, I called my diabetes doctor and had somethings changed to my pump and things are doing lot better i have had only one low blood sugar at 38 but that was my own fault and at least i was up and awake and my husband was home when we caught it so i didn't end up back in the er which i was really happy about. A few weeks ago the husband and i bought a dresser online and it came and he put it together for me and it makes putting laundry away 10 times more easily. My poor house has suffered from be being in the er though i had it almost all the way cleaned and then i ended up in the er and now it is all dirty again which makes me sad because that means i have to start all over again in cleaning it which pisses me off. School is going ok i really don't like any of my two classes that i am taking but oh well school is school right i don't like my music class because the teacher words things funny and it pisses me off and my pe class don't even get me started i don't understand half of the things in the book and then the math is all in a foreign language to me and the book sucks because it doesn't tell you how to do it at all so i'm failing this class oh well. So that's really it for the general update now for the baby update.
       Baby update so on Tuesday i finally had my first obgyn appointment which with everything going on it seemed like the day would never come so i was really happy when it did. We got to the doctors office and we did the were here for blah blah blah and payed for the appointment which pissed me off because my dad pays for my doctors appointment so i told the lady at the desk to give my dad a call and he would pay for it right then and there and the dumb dumb couldn't pick up the phone to call my dad but could pick up the phone to call the payment people and then tell me that i had to pay right then and there or i wasn't getting in and i was like ok call my dad and the lady was like i need the money now or you cant be seen today ok call my dad i need the money now or you cant be seen today so james finally took at a card and payed for it so we were both a little pissed off at this point. So once i called back they took my blood pressure and took my weight which i have gained about 6 pounds from first becoming pregnant so not bad. Once that was all said and done they took me into the room where i waited for the doctor to come in, which only took about five minutes and then she comes in and says were going to do a few test which were a pap which i didn't need because i had one last year and then to check for some STDs to make sure the baby would be ok. After that it was time to see the baby, the baby is doing really well and measured at 10 weeks and 1 day and heartbeat was 177 beats per seconds and we saw the baby kind of rocking out in there raising its little hands in the air which makes me to believe that im going to get punched by this kid more than im going to get kicked by the baby. Last few things i learned that day was that my blood type is B+ and that i will see the doctor and not the pas at ever appointment because of my diabetes and i will know if im have a boy or girl at about 18 weeks so at my March appointment and the last thing is that i will most likely have this baby a week before my due date because of my diabetes. Well that's it for now.