April update

So I most likely wont be on here much tell Penelope is born like I said in my first post I am not much of a blogger and I really did mean that mostly because I don't feel like my life is very blog worthy so until my daughter is born I really don't have lots to blog about so if you really like reading my blog I hate to tell you you may just have to live with a blog post a month sorry. So anyways here we go there really hasn't been much going on in the life of the Farnworths, James is just a working his little butt off and I'm just holding down the house with the animals. James is also on the path to find a better job for his family which I love him for weather it be higher up in Wal-mart or somewhere else he is trying. As for me I am just trying to keep the house clean which is easier said then done most day.

Everything is looking good with miss Penelope she is growing just as she should be and doctors are happy with everything with her me on the other they are not so happy manly my diabetes doctor but that's ok because I'm not to happy with her either so I guess we are even. She is not happy with me because of my weight every month since 3 months of becoming pregnant I have gained at least 10 pounds so that's about 30 or so pounds so I almost weigh 200 pounds which scares me but as everyone in my family says they can't see the weight gain that's cause the weight has all gone to my boobs and a little to my face. And the reason I hate my diabetes doctor is because she doesn't seem to care about my sugars they have been high for someone who is pregnant and last time I saw her she barely even touched them to change them so my body has been suffering and I have no idea what all these high sugars are doing to Penelope which if they are doing anything to my baby I am going to sue the hell out of that doctor.

James and I have made good efforts on Penny's room everything has been cleaned out and is no longer  a guest room now we just need to get the piles that we have on the floor out of there which is manly clothes that need to be washed. We also now have a carseat/stroller combo that is all put together we just need to get it out of the living room and put somewhere else. Also we now have a crib that is all built and put into her room. Today we should be getting some nice new chairs that James and I should be able to rock Penny to sleep in and I should be able to nurse her in. We have decide on the colors for her room they are Disney colors and the walls will be purple and the trim will be pink. We have this butt awful white dresser in her room right now that has seen better days but in all fairness to the dresser it did have to put up with me as a kid and I was not the nicest of kid to things. So James and I are going to keep the dresses but spay paint it pink with purple roses on it and replace the handles and hope that that will bring the dresser back from the dead.

Well that's it for now I will try to post photos on this blog as what we have done and some gender reveal photos that we took if they don't take on here then I will do another blog with photos only

Room in between the not a guest room not a baby's room stage 

Room with the crib init now making it a baby's room

James with all the carseat/stroller combo parts out

James putting the carseat/stroller together

Penny's carseat/stroller all put together

This is James' favorite gender reveal

This is my favorite gender reveal

Update on the Farnwahs

So a lot has been going on from the last time i wrote on here so i decided to do a little update. A little update about James and i well because we have a kid on a way we decided to get a new car at last we had been talking about getting a new car a few months before we even got married we decided that when we did this we would trade in my car which is an Aveo but after talking we decided to trade in James' car because my car is paid off and James' wasn't well a few weeks ago we finally decided it was time and started the hunt for a new car. We knew that we wanted a car where we were not spending hundreds of hundreds of dollars on gas so we knew we wanted a hybrid car so James went to web and stated to look at all hybrids and we decided to go with an 2005 medium blue Prius that we just both love.

James has been a very busy husband working his butt off at both of his jobs and is starting to look as if though he is about to break so i think we are both happy that he has almost the whole week off this up coming week for are two year anniversary(has it really been two years, wow its gone by fast and now we have a little one on the way) and then for a weekend in Boise with my family for my sister's play.

I am doing better each and every day with my pregnancy now that i have hit my 2nd trimester the baby has been letting me get up and move a whole lot more which i am very happy about because i was starting to get sick of my bed. I had a few issues about a week ago with being hungry 24/7 and i would eat and eat and would never fill full i found out it was because of my sugars were high so my body was starving it self without trying to. Thankfully i think i have that all fixed now because i saw my diabetes doctor two days ago and fixed things along with getting my new pump which i am still trying to get use to and then i also got my new blood glucose reader which monitors my blood sugars 24/7 and everyone in my family will tell you i did not want this thing at all i was dragging my heels about getting but decided to just shut up and get it and i have to say i really like it.

Baby is doing well and is growing just as well. James and i were a little upset at my last obgyn appointment because we thought we were getting an ultrasound so we thought we would see baby again and maybe find out what we are having well that did not happen so we were both upset and i cried after the appointment but we got over it and we will find out what we are having on the 27th of March. The only thing my doctor is not happy about and this is my diabetes doctor not my obgyn is that in the last two months i have gained 20 pounds not that you would be able to tell expect for in my face. So i have to get my butt in gear and start walking more and or working out more we will see how this goes. Anyways thats really all that's going on in are life's right now. 

Peace and Love

Rustie

Lesson in becoming a parent

So today was Cocos birthday party and we went to an indoor swimming park which I was kind of diss appointed with but it was good for being part of a hotel. So I just sat on the side lines today as a had a yeast infection and the fact that I don't think they clean those pools so often so lots of little kids pee in there gross. Anyway because I am pregnant I tend to have to pee a lot so I went to the bathroom and this little two year old was in there with his mom crying his poor little heart out because I think he fell down. Oh my gosh could this little boy cry and not just cry but cry loudly my poor ears starting ringing I swear he could of mean heard by everyone out in the swimming area but that was not the case anyways  as I was useing the restroom two things came to me. One the hotel needs to make it so that the bathroom does not make it so that little boys crys echo and bounce off the walls and make it so that I want to cover my ears as really loud noises hurt my ears really bad. The second thing I thought about right as I was about to cover my ears is that I shouldn't cover my ears because in about 6 months I will be hearing a lot of crying. I really hope I make a good mom and that I won't screw up as a parent and that my little joy will know how much I love them no matter what..

Diabetes and pregnancy does not mix

So I am 3 months as of today which means 6 more months to go. I was already to be 3 months or 12 weeks because I thought that ment I was done with the 1st trimester and going into the 2nd trimester this is not the case I won't be out of the 1st trimester for 2 more weeks. Anyways on to the title so I have a pump for my diabetes which gives me my insulin every hour well I change my pump every three days and the pump can hold up to 300 units here is my issues I go though almost 300 units in two days because this baby is hungry 24/7 and I don't want my sugars to go though the roof so I shoot for everything I eat and it takes a lot of insulin so I go though stuff a lot anyways that's all I have to say for now.

General Update/ Baby Update

So i have been a little busy to do any update on here and i finally got some time to do an update so here we go. We will do general update first because i'm mean and you will have to wait to here about the thing growing inside me or as everyone else calls it a baby. So first thing first I am doing a lot better from a week ago when i ended up in the er and my sugars dropped really low, I called my diabetes doctor and had somethings changed to my pump and things are doing lot better i have had only one low blood sugar at 38 but that was my own fault and at least i was up and awake and my husband was home when we caught it so i didn't end up back in the er which i was really happy about. A few weeks ago the husband and i bought a dresser online and it came and he put it together for me and it makes putting laundry away 10 times more easily. My poor house has suffered from be being in the er though i had it almost all the way cleaned and then i ended up in the er and now it is all dirty again which makes me sad because that means i have to start all over again in cleaning it which pisses me off. School is going ok i really don't like any of my two classes that i am taking but oh well school is school right i don't like my music class because the teacher words things funny and it pisses me off and my pe class don't even get me started i don't understand half of the things in the book and then the math is all in a foreign language to me and the book sucks because it doesn't tell you how to do it at all so i'm failing this class oh well. So that's really it for the general update now for the baby update.
       Baby update so on Tuesday i finally had my first obgyn appointment which with everything going on it seemed like the day would never come so i was really happy when it did. We got to the doctors office and we did the were here for blah blah blah and payed for the appointment which pissed me off because my dad pays for my doctors appointment so i told the lady at the desk to give my dad a call and he would pay for it right then and there and the dumb dumb couldn't pick up the phone to call my dad but could pick up the phone to call the payment people and then tell me that i had to pay right then and there or i wasn't getting in and i was like ok call my dad and the lady was like i need the money now or you cant be seen today ok call my dad i need the money now or you cant be seen today so james finally took at a card and payed for it so we were both a little pissed off at this point. So once i called back they took my blood pressure and took my weight which i have gained about 6 pounds from first becoming pregnant so not bad. Once that was all said and done they took me into the room where i waited for the doctor to come in, which only took about five minutes and then she comes in and says were going to do a few test which were a pap which i didn't need because i had one last year and then to check for some STDs to make sure the baby would be ok. After that it was time to see the baby, the baby is doing really well and measured at 10 weeks and 1 day and heartbeat was 177 beats per seconds and we saw the baby kind of rocking out in there raising its little hands in the air which makes me to believe that im going to get punched by this kid more than im going to get kicked by the baby. Last few things i learned that day was that my blood type is B+ and that i will see the doctor and not the pas at ever appointment because of my diabetes and i will know if im have a boy or girl at about 18 weeks so at my March appointment and the last thing is that i will most likely have this baby a week before my due date because of my diabetes. Well that's it for now.

Scariest Day of My Life......

So some of you know that yesterday was a very scary day for me and some of you may not. So heres my story of the scariest day of my life by far. So all of you should know by now that I'm a type one diabetic and pregnant to boot. So of course my pregnancy is not going to be as smooth as I would like it to be but i also didn't think that something like this would ever happen to me at all. So i woke up yesterday just like i do everyday and got up to get me and the baby something to eat for breakfast and all was going great tell about an hour after breakfast the baby thought it was a good idea to make me throw it all back up. After all of this i was really tired so i got my blankets and my animals and went to bed.....and then everything got a little scary at this. Next thing i know its about 4:30 in the afternoon and I'm feeling a bit odd, i start to look around and see that my power aid is all over the floor and this is red power aid on kind of whitish carpet so now there is this lovely big red spot on my side of the carpet. Anyways as i continue to kind of look around i noticed that at some point in my sleep i had taken my shirt off now i don't remember doing this at all. Well the baby was telling me i had to go pee so i tried to get up to go to the bathroom only issue i got up and went right back down so i tried again and again i got up and then went right back down. When i finally made it to the bathroom i noticed that my pj pants were wet so i guess sometime during sleeping i ended up peeing myself so i took my pants off to go pee only issue was i couldn't make it to the toilet but at one point i guess i did so i started to go pee and i feel off the toilet and ended up peeing on the bathroom floor. At this point something in my head finally said ok something is wrong you need to do something so i walked/fall/crawled to my side of the bed to get to where i could test my blood i tested it and i think it said 45 or something like that so i again tired to walk/fall/crawl to the kitchen to get something for my sugars. I only made it the hallway in our living room before knocking down our picture frame that we have hanging up at that point im like ok i need to call James so i made it back to the room and called him. When he answered i told him he needed to get home and that something was wrong with me but all he really heard was most likely a little kid trying to speak for the 1st time he didn't have a clue what i was saying so he hung up and i didn't hear him saying he was coming home so i did the next best thing i could thing of i called 911 and the poor person on the phone thought i was a kid so that was making me mad so i hung up and they called back and asked if my doors were unlocked so the emts could come in they were not so i left the phone in the living room and went to unlock the front door and and made it kind of to my bedroom door when James came though the back door and came to me to try to figurer out what was going on with me at the same time he heard a voice coming from somewhere which was food and talked to the lady on the phone as well as trying to get me dressed as i was butt naked half awake on the floor when he came home. When i emts made it to the house i was trying to tell them that i thought i might of overdosed of some of my meds and well i did i overdosed on my insulin when they checked my sugars it was 35 so as the emts were asking me things making sure i was still there one of them was trying to get James to take my pump off of me but being me i was able to do it myself after maybe about 10 mins i could finally talk to where people understood me but still wasn't 100% so they loaded me up in the ambulance and took me to the hospital to just get doubled checked ad make sure i didn't hurt me or the baby very bad. Once at the er they took some blood and some pee to run some test and then they gave me some food to see if i could keep it down which i was able to. After about maybe 3 hours and an ultrasound which James was able to see this time later my sugars were high enough where they let me go home but didn't want me to use my pump. I was a little surprised though that they didn't keep over night to just watch me but thats ok i was able to sleep in my own bed. When i got home i went and cleaned up my mess a little and ate some Arby's which sadly came back up later on and took my sugars which were 468 i think and then i kind of looked myself over and i really did a number on myself both of my knees are so rare it hurts to move them even a little and then i did something to my left leg up pretty high so now i have this lovely goose egg of my left leg and then i ended up cutting up some of my left head and some of my left boob. After checking myself out i went start to bed and got up a few times to pee and to throw up. I got this morning with my tummy hurting a little bit and me hurting everywhere but am just fine my sugars are really high right now though tell my diabetic calls me back and i was able to keep down my breakfast which i really didn't want to eat because i am a little scared of being on my own right now. So in the end mommy and baby are doing just fine just beaten up a little bit is all.

So who wants to clean my house?

No really who want's to clean my house, it's so dirty it's not even funny we don't even have Christmas all the way down yet and it's mid January I just hope it doesn't stay up as long as it did when James and I were working on getting married I think the tree stayed up tell mid February(such a long time). Anyways enough about the fact that our Christmas isn't down yet that's just one of the issues I am dealing with. Let's see are upstairs has trash all over the place thanks to the dogs, our tv shows and dvds that we got for Christmas are not yet put away and of course there is dog poop everywhere upstairs. Now we make our way to downstairs the kitchen and the dinning  room are worse then upstairs. The dishes need to be clean and are everywhere around the kitchen, the kitchen counters need to be clean very badly and the dinning room table needs to be cleaned off and then washed. The living room isn't that bad the only issues in there are trash that Ozzy dragged in there from our bedroom along with some dog poop and a little bit of cat poop but again that's because Ozzy dragged it in there(yes I know it's way gross) and then Bear Bear's cage needs to be changed because unlike Ozzy if Bear has to go to the bathroom when were not home he goes and does his stuff in his cage which is nice but it still needs to be cleaned because it just smells bad. Are poor bedroom is bad to because James and I both just kind of put things on are floor and never pick them up again. Are closet is bad to but that's just because we have clothes everywhere on the floor in there but that should be getting better because James and I brought a dresser so I should be able to put clothes away much easier now(YAY!!!!!!). The last thing that's pretty bad in our house are our bathrooms the one in the kitchen isn't as bad as the bathroom in are bedroom thanks to my family for cleaning it during Christmas time that was nice but they are really bad mainly because the toilets are just gross I won't go into how gross but let me tell you I don't like throwing up in them that much because of how gross they are sometimes they make me throw up even worse because there gross. Anyways that's about all i have to say today so unless you want to come clean my house or want to pay for someone to come clean it then I don't know what to really to about my dirty house because I'm to sick to clean it and James is always working. HELP!!!!!!!!!

Pregnant and not oh so clean hair

So I'm really thinking about cutting my hair short during the time of me being pregnant there for less up keep on my hair because my hair is so gross right now and most weeks I only have enough energy to wash it once a week and that is just GROSS. This is because I have to stand up in the shower and wash it and standing lately just makes me want to throw everything I have in my tummy up. Now I would just wash it in the tub when I shave and what not but the water just sitting there plus the shampoo and conditioner in the water doesn't make my body oh so happy. So you know this all kind f sucks so unless I can find someone who wants to wash my hair 3 or 4 times a week i just don't know what to do with my hair.......

The past 24 hours...

So the past 24 hours has been a little crazy and nuts. It all started yesterday as James and I were going to go to Ogden to talk to my diabetes doctor about me being pregnant and what not. That was a little odd she didn't do a lot of things that I thought she should do like tell me to check my ketones every week and what not. Nope she just really fixed my numbers and told me to eat well and that was about it. So after my diabetes appointment we headed down to Salt Lake to see Ted as he has been in the hospital for the last week or so. After being there for about 5 minutes we all went to go get food but sadly for me as we were headed to food I had started to hurt really bad thinking my dumb yeast infection wanted to be a pain in my butt so as James got food for us I sat down and started to cry a little as I was hurting even worse. By the time we had gotten our food back to Ted's room I couldn't keep it in anymore and I was just crying like a little baby it wasn't funny. James had asked me to try and eat my food so I did just that but really couldn't make it half though my food because of my pain. So James' mom told him to get me home and better but instead we got in the car and drove from the in-patient parking lot at the hospital to the ER parking lot at the same hospital. So we check myself into the ER and waited in the waiting room for like 30 minutes to an hour and then I was taken back to be seen by the doctor which took like another 45 minutes. Like always they took some of my blood and some of my pee to get tested to see if I really had a yeast infection. They also gave me some stuff to drink to see if that would help my tummy as my tummy has also been hurting so after they gave me that yuck to drink they rolled me off to get an ultrasound to make sure that my baby was alright which was cool because I finally got to see the first picture of my baby but sadly daddy was not there to see this or to even hear its heart beat which is 127 per minute and the doctor says I'm 7 weeks and 3 days along instead of one day away from being 8 weeks along. After getting back from my ultrasound and waiting a little while longer for the test result the doctor came back and told me the bad news that my baby has been causing me acid reflex and that is why I have been so freaking hungry as of late. The doctor also told me that I did not have a yeast infection (yay) but that I had a bladder infection (boo) after being told this they gave me some pills and James and I were on are way to his moms to get some shut eye. After we got up this morning we headed back home to Logan and have been chilling at home ever sense then watching the snow fall.

That's my baby!!!!!!!!

School starting and baby update

    So school started yesterday (YAY school, ya right) and I was going to be taken at least one class up on campus and the rest online but with me being pregnant and all and even worse with my tummy hurting like hell and the fact that if I am up and around and not on my bed with my animals and husband the baby tends to make me want to throw up. So I decided to take all my classes online this semester which should be a fun ride because I have done online classes before or I should say I have tried online classes before and they don't go we'll because I keep forgetting to do them. Anywho this should also be a test to see if I can do them so I can still go to school with baby at home and all. So the two classes I am taking is a pe class and a music class should be fun.
    So now for the baby news so I went in today thinking I would get to see the first picture of my baby sadly that was not the case. I just went in to talk to a nurse today and that was all. She came and took me back to her office told me what I should be looking forward to and then handed be some stuff to look over like classes I should be taking and then if I want genetic screening and if so what type I want. After that was all over and done with she then took me to go pee in a cup to check everything and then they took some of my blood to test for STDs and what not that they test for for when your pregnant and what not. Then they sent me on my marry way. I won't see my baby tell the 29th of Jan which makes me a little sad because I just want to see my little one. And this was just the first doctors appointment for the week, I'm headed down to Ogden tomorrow to go see my diabetes doctor and talk about all that fun stuff (YAY 😢). Well i will keep all of you posted as I keep learning things.

Fast food

Grrrrrrr I swear if this baby is going to be anything like it is in me when it's out in this world James and I are going to be in really big trouble because this kid is hungry 24/7 in my belly to the point where some days I just want to go and hide and cry my poor little eyes out because it seems like I can never figure out what the little one wants its annoying. It seems like the only thing that will keep this baby happy for even a little bit is fast food that's all I really want is fast food. I mean Arby's mid roast beef with curly fries or mozzarella sticks. Burger King tender crisp chicken or mozzarella chicken with the largest sweet potato fries. Carl's jr. Wester bacon double cheeseburger or some yummy chicken tenders with criss cut fries. KFC KFC famous bowls, double down, wings with sides of corn on the cob, macaroni and cheese, mashed potatoes. McDonald's double cheeseburger, mcchicken, mcnuggest, strips and then of course some french fries. Panda Express's orange chicken and sweet fire chicken breast. Taco time's crisp burrito, hard tacos and mexi fries. Wendy's crispy hot chicken nuggets with chili and of course a frosty. So as you can see I really really really want fast food. HEY HUSBAND OF MINE HINT HINT HINT...... I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

Little about the farnwahs

Hi, so this is like my 100th time trying to blog I'm not so good at it mostly because I can't spell but as my husband says I now need to start one as we are expecting are first child in August this year.

So here I am giving this a go we will see how it goes from here.

Baby is on the way

 So this upcoming March will be James (the husband) and I's 2nd wedding anniversary (holy crap has it really almost been 2 years CRAZY!!!!).

Best day of my life 03/12/11

 Well here is a little bit about us James is 26 and works as a stagehand and at Walmart (guess where he likes working more) he also is going to school for lighting design and should hopefully be done within the next year.

James (aka the love of my life)

 I am 22 working on 23 in March I am also a stagehand and am going to school for photography I have a few years left and don't know how it's all going to work out with baby on the way but we will find out and just go with it.

Rustie

 There is a lot more about us which I will tell you as I keep blogging but one other thing you should know is that we are already a family of 6 no we don't have 4 kids well we do but they bark and meow so it just depends on how you see it. Checkers is are oldest one of the bunch and the only girl, I have had her know for more than a decade and I lover her to death she was part of our family before James and I were really a family. She is going on 16 or 17 years.

Checkers 

 Second we have are Ozzy man he came into are family when James and I were engaged and all I ever heard from James was, " I want a dog" " Rustie, I want a dog" so I wouldn't have to deal with planing a wedding and having James say he wants a dog every day I decide to get him a puppy for his birthday and that's how we got Ozzy he is about 3 years old.

Ozzy

 Then we have are craziest kid of all Sherlock we got him the 1st summer we were married and I still don't know what James and I think about him. This is a cat who acts like a dog and chases bottle caps when you throw them and he will bring them right back to you. This ball of crazy is about 2 years old.

Sherlock

 The last of all are furry kids is Yogi Bear or as we like to call him Bear. We got him on Easter 2012 when I think James and I (mostly me) were really baby hungry so we got a dog instead and he is the cutest little thing every he hides a lot and really doesn't like people but James and I but he sure does grow on you. He is also about 3 years old.

Bear

 So that's really all you need to know about us Farnworths for now.